Life changes

Ever since i had my op done, it feels great to go out wif my love ones. Be it shopping, lunches, dinners, ktv or watever. Recently went out with his colleagues for birthday celebration and ktv sessions, its so enjoyable. It feels great to know his frenz. Though we just had 2 mtgs so far, but can feel tat the gap aint so wide and so glad i could fit in his circles of frenz. Meanwhile he always say tat i didnt intro him much to my frenz, so nowadays whenever i go for weddings etc i will bring him along. Really gladful tat he is always by my side whenever i needed him, when i am most down too. Loving him more day by day. I have also learnt nt to be so temperamental, taking things slowly. It hurts me to hurt the ppl surrounding me but sometimes its just unavoidable. I have been faithfully go for my tcm followup to slowly recuperate on my illness and i can feel there is a slight diff, perhaps next time i could ask her to lessen my misery on my cramp also, simply hate it hate it.

Why why why

U have left me since 5th jan, honestly i cant bear to let ya leave me, but u become so bad that i had no choice to chop u off, are u taking revenge on me now? Are u really gonna make me go for another op on 5th march which is ya 2mths anniversary? Honestly i don wish to go. I don like the feeling of being pushed into theatre Again. Once u get up, u cant walk, cant eat, everything gt to be assisted and i don like it cos Since young i have been very independent.


Why aint u recovering
Why the surgical wound don wanna close up
Why did u make so many ppl worried for u, taking care of u and me aint easy
Why did u have to made me op for second time. And that will be the third time i will be staying in hospital all thanks to u and ya infection.
Why cant i get my strength back and i am going back to work tmr.
Why are you so resistant to antibiotics, cant u just be guai guai abit.



So my lil k, can you pls recover faster and nt let everyone worried for u. i have made arrangement for wound nurse to see u, so lets be strong together and fight this battle with victory.

Amazed

Its amazing thai i manage to remember my email &pw for this blog, thus i shall continue blogging.


Its a roller coaster ride for the past few yrs, so i shall blog more