Life changes

Ever since i had my op done, it feels great to go out wif my love ones. Be it shopping, lunches, dinners, ktv or watever. Recently went out with his colleagues for birthday celebration and ktv sessions, its so enjoyable. It feels great to know his frenz. Though we just had 2 mtgs so far, but can feel tat the gap aint so wide and so glad i could fit in his circles of frenz. Meanwhile he always say tat i didnt intro him much to my frenz, so nowadays whenever i go for weddings etc i will bring him along. Really gladful tat he is always by my side whenever i needed him, when i am most down too. Loving him more day by day. I have also learnt nt to be so temperamental, taking things slowly. It hurts me to hurt the ppl surrounding me but sometimes its just unavoidable. I have been faithfully go for my tcm followup to slowly recuperate on my illness and i can feel there is a slight diff, perhaps next time i could ask her to lessen my misery on my cramp also, simply hate it hate it.

Why why why

U have left me since 5th jan, honestly i cant bear to let ya leave me, but u become so bad that i had no choice to chop u off, are u taking revenge on me now? Are u really gonna make me go for another op on 5th march which is ya 2mths anniversary? Honestly i don wish to go. I don like the feeling of being pushed into theatre Again. Once u get up, u cant walk, cant eat, everything gt to be assisted and i don like it cos Since young i have been very independent.


Why aint u recovering
Why the surgical wound don wanna close up
Why did u make so many ppl worried for u, taking care of u and me aint easy
Why did u have to made me op for second time. And that will be the third time i will be staying in hospital all thanks to u and ya infection.
Why cant i get my strength back and i am going back to work tmr.
Why are you so resistant to antibiotics, cant u just be guai guai abit.



So my lil k, can you pls recover faster and nt let everyone worried for u. i have made arrangement for wound nurse to see u, so lets be strong together and fight this battle with victory.

Amazed

Its amazing thai i manage to remember my email &pw for this blog, thus i shall continue blogging.


Its a roller coaster ride for the past few yrs, so i shall blog more

funny post~

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what he came up with…..

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and I 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6. He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down! I don’t un derstand. I am so nice 2 him but I don’t know what he 1.

grandma is gone.... everything happened so suddenly...she was abt to discharge today... and yet she collapse yest, we didnt get to see her the last time, as it happen at 6am in the morning, resuscitated her for very long and pronounce dead at 7.25am...

when i reached and saw the face on the doc and the tone he tok to me, I KNEW SOMETHING IS WRONG. the docs all r shocked by this incident also, cos they didnt expect her to go. she is still walking around in the morning, even tok to her neighbor, but haiz

y she left all of us lidat, each time i think of her, my tears will automatically drop dwn.

already planned for ur surgery to be 6 mths later, but ya health cant wait.

haiz.... a fren of mine just broke off after 11.5 yrs of dating........ and i am so god damn happy for him... cos tat bitch is simply so annoying, 2 timer bitch. told him to ditch her long time ago, but still keep dragging till this week, And its nt the first time she did it.anyway he get over it already...tok to this fren on msn and he ask me a very chim qn...

"are u in love with your boyfriend or do you love him?"
makes me ponder abit...

my ans to him is "i love my bf and till date i am still in love with him"

sometimes when i accidentally see something which i shouldnt have see, my heart feels damn sour.. though its in the past, but somehw or rather it just don feel right. y didnt he delete away, iszit bcos he still miss her or simply forget to del, i really duno. anyway the only thing i can keep on telling myself is tat the person whom he is with is me and nt her.

now at home writing blog, msn, surfing facebook and watching korea drama all @ the same time

thinking of buying a ibook or else i can get very bored woh,keke...

finish watching house.. nw waiting patiently for series 5... sob sob
luckily i still got korea drama to chase...kekeke

so sianz... gotta work later...

~marriage~

i nearly fainted when i know so many of my frenz and colleagues r either married or going to get married

congrats to them woh

oct, nov, dec each got one wedding to attend... faintz... but definitely will feel happy for them de.. and excited to see them wearing their gown

duno y i always will have goose-bumps when i saw the couple walking dwn the aisle, its so touching...

quoted from caili blog :幸福的婚姻 to marry a gd husband and have obedient kids doesnt mean its fortunate
even if u have a gd husband may nt mean u will be very xinfu woh. there r too many things to ponder, u may be very happy to be with each other, to do things together, but deep dwn, does he/she really love u... think abt it..
kids will only tied u down to everything u do,
when u go shopping,
when u go to work,
when u go for holiday
when u do errands for ppl
when u 2 wanna get some sweet moments together
when u wan to sleep peacefully
when u wanna save money
when u go to crowded area with a pram
when u wanna cook a meal in peace
when nobody wans to take care of the baby

tats y i decided nt to have a kid, i wanna have more time and i seriously irks to hear baby crying, cannot stand it. it will make me very annoying, and i cannot stand mother who will just sit one side and let their kids cry for all they can...

so kids is a NO NO for me, and i don care if ppl will say next time when i am old, who will take care of me.
no kids = no worries (for me)
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~i can say i am very xinfu. keke~
but my temper is bad... keke